everyone knows that being a little suicidal makes u good at jokes but nobody talks about how it makes u instant grand champion rank at crossing the street
Im not suicidal cause im suffering
im suicidal cause im very self centered and like to ruminate on my own suffering because im too much of a loser to do the work to improve myself and id like the easy way out
And I try to be a replacement of the child I killed , and I take and take to not feel and to find that innocent boy , but he might be dead too.
I'll just keep taking, and one day everything will fall apart, on my own terms or not
i know this is a joke and all but incest is a very real form of abuse and it can happen no matter your race and saying incest is a white person thing both invalidates poc who have experienced incestuous abuse. incest is never consensual. stop using csa as a punchline!
If we're forced to come back and live again after this I beg to whatever is in control to let me be that man, to make up for all that I've lacked this time