80s goth kid that no longer identifies with the modern subculture-housebound due to several chronic illnesses & mental health issues - unapologetically me
Right here- π get on social media they said - it'll my good for you - you'll meet people share thoughts ideas music all the things you love - where is this magical fairy land because this isn't it - any way feel free to fuck off you won't be missed - not by me anyway
This is not an easy thing to admit but ...I am alone ...for days,weeks I'll be lucky if I actually talk to anyone...I tried social media before - to reach out,to try to make a friend or two..despite my health issues I always believed I was a nice guy ..sure I have my moments...
Social media,when your ONLY contact with the outside world is this and then imagine how it feels to be here day after day and end up posting tweets that no one reads songs no one listens too and pictures no one looks at- you think you're alone? That is alone - I reached out...
We now live in a society where someone would rather capture video of you drowning to post online than reach out to save your life - this is the sad reality of the society you inhabit