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life is emotionally abvsive

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There’s no reason to look back. The past hasn’t changed.

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0333 am. Hi

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my mind really be playing tricks on me. thought I needed a man whenever I felt lonely or needed a hug. turns out I just need one when I dont wanna assemble stuff 😭 happenned twice ytd. life would feel easier if I could just say, “ayang tolong assemble kerusi ni sat 😅”

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hal hal baik dibulan Mei

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running silo at this hour

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time will heal, but it takes forever. couldn’t agree more. when the intrusive thoughts kick in, I’m back at square one taraaaa

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tak ready

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mcm tak paham sgt nak ckp ape time ni sebenarnya

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:( harini nangis lagi banyak dari buat reja

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dah sejam tak boleh tidur :(

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some days the memories come softly. a song. a phrase. a place that still carries echoes of laughter.

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0555 am: Relapse again and I’m back wondering if the love was real

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penat 😭 nak nangis 😭

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I miss the way I used to capture the sky during heavy rain, how everything felt so chaotic, yet somehow calm. And there I was, standing outside, exploring the world with you.

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I just realised I don’t scroll through my gallery anymore. maybe bcs I know it holds thousands of memories I once chose to put away.

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mimpi buruk

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0244 am: May we find ourselves genuinely happy with the things we do or the people we let in

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hidup dengan pegangan duit boleh dicari

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losing sleep

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my ETL works. I don’t 🥲

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0251 am: emotionally and mentally drained. I can’t keep living like this