Trusting God and believing in him seems futile. I prayed but nothing happened. Maybe God has his own favorites. He doesn't care about some of us existing. Can't sleep heart so heavy 😢
I've been trusting God for ages now. But I don't think he really care abt my existence. Why created me to be in this hardship. They say he never forsake his own but here I am being forsaking to suffer in so much hardship. God why?
I imagine a lot in my minds these days.. feels so weird. I have a lot to say mostly I talk to myself in the mind... Life seems not worth living again. Frustrated