Adeleart

she/her trans watercolour artist mental health issues

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

Hiya here's all my art and link I ll update it's as needed for those who don't know I'm Adele a trans watercolour nature inspired artist painter
https://t.co/UYv2P6qs1S

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

@Actually_Di Sorry I missed this I havut been on here alot I'm okay I think of and on

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

So I had a suicide attempt over this news stuff amongst other stuff and many self harm things I deeply try very hard to avoid which is why I m not active on here as much
But no site actually said in a way I could understand
It seems I may have a learning disability

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

The reason I become alot less active on here was sometimes people would be very mean to me I didut know why
Also people constantly posted about benefit changes
But in a very generic way and I got so distressed and I couldut cope I was suicidal

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

@EdanaThe2nd That recent job was odaco got the sack very quickly
Even tho I didut doing anything wrong
Even tho they like to brag they are great for autistic people

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

@EdanaThe2nd Yes it will probably be fine
But I couldut find actual information so I fell apart

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

@EdanaThe2nd Yes I did eventually discover that
And I did look at my pip paperwork I got 4 points on most things
I think I'm severe enough where they normally agree
Especially if I take someone
Especially when I get all confused

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

But I do try applying for jobs but I either never hear back or I'm sacked almost immediately
Within a day I don't understand why

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

No matter what I say it will be twisted and altered and misunderstood so I ve checked out of it

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

So a while ago I pretty much said to someone that you shouldut be shitting on people with bpd
Ie that bpd get more care or autistic get more care than those with severe depression psychosis
Then they started trying to get me to admit I hate people with psychosis and depression

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

Before saying anything
So I decided over time I didut want this to happen so I removed my self from these situations
If I can't see every possible angle from what I say
I won't say anything

So this is why I don't engage in twitter/x much
It's simply not worth it

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

@SGV_UK I can understand that
But I'm working on accepting my self
Including autism
It does make life difficult
I ve started going to a table top mini game group it's so much easier I still struggle
Maybe a group for something your interested in
It's easier than support groups

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

Using this approach learning theory or knowledge then saying how it goes
Like I assume I'm experiencing pretty bad anxiety but I have no clue in reality

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

It seems I have fairly limited insight or awareness all the time especially towards autism
But I guess at things using things I have read or learned from others alot therapists say you should not do this
But otherwise I will not know anything
I can't tell anything without

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

@KateLiv163 I'm not sure I'm freaking out alot maybe meltdowns
I'm not too sure what's happening

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

It seems I'm expected to not be autistic cause I come across as intelligent
Sometimes I get black and white thinking and I become a hardass
Nope I'm right
And they don't know how to deal with me
It just goes silent I don't mind the silence and change the topic they are still

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

@ProfRobHoward From my experience with psychiatrists in person they have been very cold
And like I don't matter
And unhelpful
One time I was telling a psychiatrist things I found difficult to talk about but didut reply just wrote it down the paranoia went though the roof for no reason

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

@ProfRobHoward I think it's important to create a supportive nice environment for patients
For patients too feel the doctor is on their side
I think it's important for a psychiatrist to make it clear they are on your side
Especially for things like dementia and psychosis

[Adeleart @Adeleart3]

@SameiHuda There are a few YouTubers with psychosis who have done a diet and come off medication due to this
I think it's high risk even if it does work which I'm not convinced it does work all it takes is you slip up and you get a psychotic episode
Which could be real bad