Afraid Always

15. Female. Pansexual. Stressed, depressed, and band obsessed. Self harms. Eclectic Wiccan. Horror junky. Single.

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Lalalalala

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Surprise, bet you all thought I was dead. But nope. Still alive.

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Lonely af. Pretty much given up on guys for the moment. Wish I could find a nice girl..

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My scar's healed from when I tried to kill myself. Can't see it through my new cuts though.

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3 days clean. I lasted about a month before I cut again. **Trigger warning**

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"I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim."

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Ever have one of those days when you just feel really distant? Like you're not even there?

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I tried to commit suicide a month ago.. Clearly didn't work. Couldn't cut in deep enough and I chickened out.. Wish it had worked though...

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I feel like I should be dead.. But I'm not. I'm stuck here in this stupid fucking world all alone.

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How am I still alive after all this?

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I should be sleeping, but I can't 'cause of my over active imagination is creating perfect scenarios in which I never started self harming..

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I fucking hate panic attacks.

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So yeah, I'm alive. Bit better now other than the panic attacks. How're you? :)

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Had my first panic attack Sunday night. 2 in a row. Not very fun.

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Out of all my friends, my ex was the one to tell me happy birthday before winter break. Wow.

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Well, tomorrow's my birthday. Watch no one remember.

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This new update, I don't like it.

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I haven't posted anything in a while. I et everyone thought I was dead..

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Welcome To My Life http://t.co/uFTFE7A9Bf

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#NowPlaying Enemy Inside (Part Two) by Egypt Central. I never knew how much I actually like them.