Warning ⚠️
Don’t worry I am very cheerful in the outside ~!
This is basically my brain.
- The good days.
- The bad days.
- Random excitement.
- Late-night thoughts.
- Life updates.
- Things I don’t post anywhere else.
I have this terrible habit of forgetting to finish my warm drinks in time .. same goes for cold
And they become terrible in taste .. I wish I had one of those mugs that keep drinks warm or cold …
But then I really dislike researching for things .. as I can nerd over stuff easily
Does that mean I am passionate about everything I do ? yes
Is it bad for my health yes lol
But I am still always gonna do that
Going to doctors after a long wait for an appointment that is so important is a gamble
You never know if they will dismiss you quick or actually give a proper fuck to look into your files and hear you and SEE YOU.
4 years since I started streaming ❤️
This year has looked a little different for me ~
And my health has made even some of the simplest everyday things harder than usual.
But today, I want to appreciate everything these 4 years have given me...🥺❤️
And everyone who has been part of this journey in any way.
I’m so really grateful for all of it....
Thank you for being part of my story..... ❤️
I am feeling terribly sick ..
I will be on full hiatus this time not Semi-Hiatus
I just hope it’s nothing serious and I can recover quick before August 18 it’s gonna be my streams anniversary 😞..
I love you Pomies … and I miss you dearly ..
Please take care of yourselves .. and don’t forget to always be kind … 🥹♥️
This experience has been coming back to me it’s really scary .. I am not sure what’s happening..
I also don’t wanna really keep visiting hospitals more than living life it self 💀💀…
Story time ~ ! ——— 📄 🖋️
Yesterday I experienced one of the strangest things I have ever felt...
For almost an hour I kept feeling like I was blacking out every few seconds...
It wasn't dizziness...
It felt like I was floating of some sort...
Like my entire body had become weightless...
Almost like my soul was leaving my body over and over again...
My friend checked my heartbeat and said it was racing...
But I couldn't even feel it...
I felt really disconnected from my own body...
I wasn't even aware of how loud I was when speaking...
Or how I was walking... it was such a bizarre feeling...
I have epilepsy and it's pretty random...
But I'm very sure this didn't feel anything like my usual seizure warning signs...
It honestly scared me a lot...
So I just tried to sleep it off... but even while I was attempting to fall asleep it just kept happening until I eventually drifted off...
Don't worry though... I'm okay for the most part now ~
It was just one of the strangest, almost very euphoric feelings I have ever experienced...
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