🐻 Selama 11 tahun bareng kalian, kayaknya nggak pernah ada satu kali pun aku nggak merasa bersyukur. Rasanya My Day selalu jadi bagian dari hidup aku selama ini.
Aku selalu pengen bilang makasih... Kalian juga yang bikin aku pengen jadi orang yang lebih baik, pengen lebih sehat, dan punya pikiran-pikiran kayak gitu. Pada akhirnya, My Day-lah yang bikin aku berpikir seperti itu.
Sebelum debut, aku hidup tanpa tahu perasaan seperti ini. Tapi sejak debut, aku selalu menjalani hidup sambil berterima kasih sama kalian.
Makasih banyak banget karena berkat kalian, aku bisa sampai di anniversary yang ke-11 ini! 🥹
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honestly, i thought i’d be less nervous today than i was yesterday. but bc i try to give my best in every moment, maybe i gave too much of my best yesterday. when i woke up this morning, i was like, “oh no, my voice… pls, just hold on for two more days.” so i’ve been warming up my voice the entire time in the waiting room, telling myself, “it’s going to be ok. once you’re up there, you’ll do fine. future u will figure it out.”
tbh, i felt the same way yesterday. but somehow, it worked out.
i think the stage is a place where miraculous things happen. things that make no sense happen there. i mean, ppl can practically fly in the air, u know? and while i’m saying all this, there might even be autotune on my voice right now.
also, the songs where my voice doesn’t comes out suddenly came out and i think that’s bc of the strength i got from all of u. if my voice was going to work from the start, it should have been working since rehearsals. the directors and staff were so worried. it was complete chaos this morning. usually, i’ve never had throat lozenges waiting for me on stage before, but for the first time they were prepared. yet after sweating together and shouting together, my voice started coming back.
that’s what scares me the most. not that i might sing badly, but bc i know it wasn’t easy for u to be here today.
i know getting here wasn’t easy. i’ve been staying nearby for 3 nights and 4 days myself. but beyond that, u bought tickets and ticketing itself isn’t easy. thank u. i heard it sold out very quickly.
it’s not just that. making time in ur everyday life, finding extra time and energy to come here, choosing to support someone… i know that’s not easy. that’s why i want to repay u for it. my biggest fear is that my voice or my body might not hold up, and i won’t be able to give back what u deserve.
so, was i able to give something back today? did u become happier? did i do well?
that’s such a relief. really, such a relief.
i think i want to keep carrying this feeling with me every time i step onto a stage. it’s one of the reasons i couldn’t quit, and also one of the reasons i want to keep moving forward.
i hope i can keep standing on stage and singing for a long time. the more i go on, the more interesting singing becomes. even during difficult moments, i’ll discover things like, “oh, if i sing it this way, i can still make it work.” or, “this pronunciation didn’t work before, but if i make the sound this way, it does now.”
nobody really notices those things. it’s the same for bass players too, right, jeongpyo? u can barely hear it. at least vocals can be heard properly.
but finding those tiny differences on your own, figuring out how to improve the overall quality of a song and a performance, changing a melody, adjusting an ad-lib, rearranging lyrics. the flow of a song can completely change. the nuance changes too. sometimes it sounds commanding, other times gentle. i find all of that fascinating, and i think i’m constantly finding my own joy in it.
if u can enjoy that with me, that’s wonderful. but even just supporting me as i continue searching for that joy means so much to me. thank u, always.
it feels similar to the lyrics of “thanks to.”
*youngk sings thanks to and myday kept singing* go on, keep singing.
ah, right. you are my day.
there was no way it was going to end after just one line, was it?
thank u, always.
i feel like i’m finally in a position where i can give back more, and i’ve learned how to take care of myself a little better too.
so moving forward, i want to keep making you happy.
“no, bcs im the one who doesnt want it to end”
“ah, i cant leave. im sad to see it end. do u know how much of my heart i put into this? i cant go!!”
the sexiest thing an artist could say after pouring his whole heart into a three-day concert n giving us everything he had... ㅜㅜ