I get what you're saying, but something that I always loved that George Carlin did featured in the Memoirs of Courting Sally Wade, was they went out to eat at a nice restaraunt on her birthday and she went to the bathroom and when she came back he had wrote in pen on a knapkin her birthday and a note that said "The day the world got a little brighter." I always loved that. She didn't talk about extravagant gifts. The important part wasn't the nice restaraunt...it was the fact that he loved her and the day she became a person was something to be cherished. I celebrate my Mom's birth and death dates hard. Every day for 13 years has been excruciating. And I don't just show my love those days...but when I think about it. Which is often.
I have 7 hours of footage on my PS5 of just Apex and some of it is damn good and I just don't have it in me to critique it before upload. Burnt tf out.