I’ve lived too long in absolutes. A control freak who needs to know the out come of everything. Only “forever” and “never”. I hope I can finally learn how to bow at the hand of “maybe” and let life take the wheel. That is my wish for myself.
reminder to self: happiness is not a replacement for misery. it’s an addition. pain will always be there. but that’s okay. u allow happiness to join as another option. so when the time comes, it’s there waiting, existing; a possibility for when you’re ready to choose.
I can’t wait to cancel all my plans to fly around the country to see Arctic Monkeys this year. If u see me in the pit pretend u don’t know me so I can be embarrassing without guilt pls.