The man who put me through the most trauma is finally getting what he deserves, and I'm actually treated like a human who was victimized by someone ten years older then me.
someone putting you through the same pain twice means they hate you... i'm sorry but there's just no other way to justify how you hurt someone, see the pain you've caused, etc, do whatever it takes to get them to trust & love you again just to put them through it all over again.