Suicide due to mental illness is one of the only scenarios in which the victim feels it necessary to apologize for being unwell and succumbing to that illness. We should be apologizing to them because the system and its people failed them.
being suicidal doesn’t mean that I’m going to kill myself. being suicidal is having this inexplainable ache while you’re living. It’s waiting for your life to end, and wishing that you didn’t have to carry on. Having this ache, and incapability to feel happy living, doesn’t mean that I am going to kill myself; it just means that I wouldn’t mind dying