@BAUOracle - no to the idea. I'd been toying with the idea for a while. I never thought Penelope would go for it. Now that we are about to have a baby I needed us to be in a better place.] Daniel would love to finally meet you. He could get us in a good neighborhood. We can't keep looking -
@BAUOracle -happening to us. It might be moving though would it be something that you would consider? I mean I know it canβt happen overnight baby, but we need to do something better for us. I love the team like family, but the love is not returned most of the time. I would really like to-
@BAUOracle I hope you are right. I know what happened to our son is not my fault, but I canβt help but always feel that way (I hated admitting that even in this moment, admitting my faults in the situation was hard no matter what.] no one is ever gonna really understand what we have gone -
@BAUOracle -. was aware of just how bad things got when we lost our son I donβt like to think of myself as weak, but during that time I was, I was completely weak and broken.]Β£
@BAUOracle [I took a deep breath, trying to control my emotions. The last thing I wanted was for this moment to be a negative one. We have waited for this moment for a while now and going into another case would just put me in a space that I donβt need to be in. no one other than my wife -
@BAUOracle iβm not gonna leave if youβre triggered by this because Lord knows I am but they donβt know that. And I donβt plan on telling them about this baby either until we are past the point of losing it mentally I cannot handle a case like this again, you are my priority our family is -
@BAUOracle - I was on a case then. We hadn't told anyone because we wanted him to ourselves for a bit. That case was kids too and no one warned us. I will never work another case where my wife gets traumatized like that. We lost our baby boy and I'll be damned if we lose this one.] We -