i want to get worse i want someone to tell me to starve myself to teach me how to purge to tell me to cut deeper i know its sick but i cant help myself i dont want to get better i dont want people to try to make me better
hey what’s everyone’s fav ed (or just perfectionism / depression etc related) songs i’m making a playlist.
here’s what i have so far. actually i added buried myself alive just now but
I hate going out to eat with my fam. My daily max is 800cal, so I thought a 200cal soup is fine right? No, they wanna shove their food onto me, and push me to eat more. 😭 Looks like tomorrow is a water fast for me.