Bella Swan

This lamb didn't fall in love with a lion, she fell in love with a wolf. He was everything I could have ever asked for and more. [[21+ RP]]

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

--name as I did so. Suddenly freezing at the sight that greets me when I reach @TheRussetLeader's room||

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

---it was as though an invisible force was propelling me forward. I quickly made my way into the house calling out @TheRussetLeader's ---

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

---the all to familiar driveway of @TheRussetLeader's home. I hadn't known what I'd do when I left Forks but as I got out of my truck ---

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

---I saw him but I didn't care at the moment. Words would come at the moment I needed them. After what felt like forever I pulled into ---

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

----a huge mistake in pushing him away. I got in my truck and drove to La Push. I wasn't sure what I'd say to @TheRussetLeader when ---

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

---entitled to move on with whoever I wanted even @TheRussetLeader right? It was a snap decision but I needed to let him know I made ---

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

---while I was trying to heal. Of course now it was hitting me like a ton of bricks what I'd done. Edward and I were done so I was ----

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

---revealed the truth to me. I just wasn't ready to hear it at the time. I made my choice to cut @TheRussetLeader out of my life ----

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

---understand what I needed even before I did. It was nice but then even that relationship had fallen apart when @TheRussetLeader had ---

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

---than I was expecting. @TheRussetLeader had been there for me when I was falling apart in a way no one else was. He seemed to ---

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

---apart and of course as I should have known Edward ended up leaving me. Despite everything he was my first love so it hit me harder ---

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

---in love, or what I thought love was, with Edward Cullen. For a while everything was perfect but then eventually everything fell ---

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

---and decided to exile myself to Forks to live with my father. Of course at first I thought everything could be okay. I'd fallen ---

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

||Life is a never ending source of disappointments. At least that seems to be my experience. I'd left my old life in Phoenix behind ---

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

@TheRussetLeader //May I DM you?

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

@ImprintedHowler ||You have a DM.

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

@PimpingAsshole {| Alright dusted off this account and ready to go. I'd like to find a #Jacob for an AU SL I have in mind. @/DM for info.

[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

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[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

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[Bella Swan @AlwaysHisLamb]

@IconsForRPs {| Alright dusted off this account and ready to go. I'd like to find a #Jacob for an AU SL I have in mind. @/DM for info.