I highly recommend you find yourself a clingy (healthy) lovey dovey partner who’s super excited about you. Life is too short to spend it with someone who act like showing love is a chore.
I could never be ashamed about reaching out, messaging someone because it’ll always be genuine. I learned to embrace my ability to harbor and express love. At the end of the day that’s the most universal language and baby God blessed me with fluency!
God is always going to open doors when one closes! There are always options when you trust God. My life is forever protected by my ancestors prayers and divinity.