It's hard for me not to compare myself sometimes, but there is genuinely so many different factors as to why someone way younger than you/someone who did it in less time would be better that it really is pointless to compare. Things such as:
my fanfic writing mood goes from “wow this is so good, I’m a wonderful writer” to “this is the worst fic in the world I think I need to shoot myself why would I post this” and there’s nothing in between
sometimes i think about schsonas meeting in a room and i just think about which one will be executed first bc its just putting a bunch of insane ppl together bro i would have gone crazy
unc meetup in the corner and freaking Jackie Daytona comes to annoy them so they point guns😭