Capitalist houses
1st = your body whose labour you sell
2nd = your money that’s always going backwards
3rd = the transport you take to work
4th = the house that you live in that you don’t own
5th = the “hobbies” you do in between working and sleeping
6th = workers beneath you
Not everyone has your best interests at heart. Many will say 'why aren't you healing', 'why are you so negative', 'move on'. Yet when you do, or show any signs of doing well, despite a hard past, many will not be happy for you. Those who do are keepers.
Over time, even years later, you will begin to remember the abuses of the narcissist. Hidden to the recesses of your mind in order to cope with every day trauma, these sometimes seemingly small things add up and you see the bigger picture and extent of what really happened to you
Part of healing from narcissistic abuse is writing. Write down your own story. Journal. Even just for you. It may re-traumatise but it helps to cut the chains that bind you to the past. Slays the demons you most fear. Takes away the strong emotions. Helps you to see your patterns
Saturn in Aquarius is a shake to the economic system as we know it today. A lot of capitalistic structures are coming down in the upcoming two years, there will be relentless strikes and with that being said, if you don't get rich in those upcoming two years, you never will.
Because you would not do the cruel, unkind, criminal, things a #narcissist does that is why you find it is hard to believe what they are capable of, until after you leave. Then you see they were worse than you even imagined.
#Narcissists hide their negative patters during Idealisation Phase. Their mask is likely to slip by the 4th month, when we gets a glimpse of their True Self. This is the reason they are in a hurry to "hook" their victims, & the reason why we should not jump in quickly.