i’m not afraid to love bcs i know what i can give and offer, but what i fear is that when i invest and start to show my soft side, at the end, i’ll be left alone. ion wanna end up in a situation where i have to ask God to help me get rid of the heaviness and pain in my heart.
i don't have the energy to be a giver anymore. i physically, mentally and emotionally just can't do it anymore. i need people who show up for me this time, people who can meet me halfway, people who don't require to me always have to constantly give... i'm tired.