@psylliyum Like 7 or 8-ish? My sister had an ED at the time and she was SUPER pretty imo. I wasn't a chubby kid, but seeing her eating habits made me feel fat and made me think that the only way to be pretty was to not eat and unfortunately that mindset has stuck with me until now (>_<)
The average day in my life
-Wake up
-Goon
-Wish I were dead
-Cut
-Cut
-Cut
-Cut
-Goon again
-Think about eating breakfast, end up not eating breakfast
-Cut
-Blame others for MY problems
-Goon
-Cut
-Go back to bed