Yeah, you need to be manipulated, huh? It's not just about force with you, you need someone to fuck you up. Somebody to make you want it. I'd dangle my attention in front of you, make you so desperate for it that it hurt. You'd really love me when we are done.
STOP saying "Oh god" when you're horny.
You think your god wants you? You're lucky if they ignore you. If they saw you and your depraved thoughts they would cut you down for blasphemy.
Not me though. I think you can be perfect.
Give your prayers to me. I'll push you further.