𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪

✮This is what makes us girls.✮
✩ sixteen ✩

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

unpinning at 59.9kg

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

chat im going to the mental hospital tomorrow

should I risk it all and bring my blades if not think they'll check because it's a more open clinic

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

opps can't know I'm not cutting my wrists frequently because im ticklish

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

@utensil_drawer im sorry you're so hurt that you can't cope without bringing others down. i know you don't listen to criticism but I know that you are sick I just hope that one day you may get better

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

that awkward purgatory when you're waiting for the call admitting you into the mental hospital while you're sitting at home waiting (you're literally a risk patient but they let you go home to wait for a vacant bed because you pinky promised to not kill yourself)

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

i accidentally did a styro on my arm cus i thought the blade was too blunt I don't want scars on my wrists wtf 😭

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

i have a one week old wound that just won't start healing properly it's really deep so idk what to do at what point do I need to go to a doctor? as long as it's not infected it's fine right?

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

i will be admitted into the mental hospital in a few days chat.....

they say I'm a risk patient cus im suicidal chat....

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

I CAN CUT AGAIN TONIGHT I AM FREE LIKE AMERICA RAHHHH (I will be evaluated by the psych ward tomorrow)

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

knowing my thighs look absolutely repulsive to anyone halfway sane makes me feel so icky but at the same time it's like whatever because I'll be dead before anyone could get that close to me

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

what would a doctor say if he saw a bean cut would he like dab me up and go 'hell yea brother that is the hypodermis !!"

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

why do these look so deep wtf

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

heh... I guess I deserved it..
hashtag brOKen hashtag emo hashtag not like other girls hashtag hashtag

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

why do beans turn black oomfs...

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

im the type of gal to cut and go "yeowchie" 🤓☝️at every swipe

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

no hurt like the post shower sitting on the bathtub edge and contemplating life while these MFS are burning

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

even that dawg in me is depressed

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

why is one of the beans turning BLACK

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

what the fuck

[𓆩♡𓆪apollo𓆩♡𓆪 @apvlI0]

y'all think this'll leave a scar 🥺🥺🥺 /s