INDIA

if you don’t like me i understand

[The Notorious J.O.V. @whotfisjovana]

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[ieva @mourninglambs]

Suicidal at 12 is crazy I should have killed myself

[INDIA @Arabianthedoll]

this so exhausting

[INDIA @Arabianthedoll]

it’s so many questions i have to ask

[INDIA @Arabianthedoll]

why can’t i just be worth a little more? why do i have to overwork myself? why do i have to be this? why couldn’t i be happy the way i was born

[INDIA @Arabianthedoll]

i wish frank ocean would make more music for me to cry to omg

[INDIA @Arabianthedoll]

i miss my daddy so much

[INDIA @Arabianthedoll]

i wanna die

[INDIA @Arabianthedoll]

i hate me

[INDIA @Arabianthedoll]

i wanna bleach my skin

[INDIA @Arabianthedoll]

why can’t i be just a little more special? pretty? what’s wrong with me? why am i not enough? i was never enough. i hate it for myself

[INDIA @Arabianthedoll]

i wanna rid myself of this body so fucking much

[INDIA @Arabianthedoll]

cause you were never good at it

[INDIA @Arabianthedoll]

i’m three surgeries in and i feel more insecure than before.

[INDIA @Arabianthedoll]

i try to be grateful and appreciative of the body i have now that god gave me but it’s getting so hard

[INDIA @Arabianthedoll]

i wish my skin was thinner, lighter, i wish i had fatter lips, i wish i had higher cheekbones

[INDIA @Arabianthedoll]

i wish i was prettier. it really doesn’t feel like i’m pretty enough☹️