Arch DeNight

48G casual fan. Independent author. Randomly writing once in a blue moon.

[Arch DeNight @ArchDeNight]

That's a lot of words to say that I'm now single & it's a struggle. While break-up is nothing new, it's the 1st time for me experiencing it without anyone close to talk to. At this age, close friends are rare. Matching off time to talk is even rarer. So, here I am. #Ramblings end

[Arch DeNight @ArchDeNight]

Once upon a time, I could see a person's eyes immediately lighted up when they saw me. Their voice had a slightly higher pitch when they talked to me. Even before we were together. I've witnessed them gradually diminished overtime, at least, in the past 1-2 years. #Ramblings

[Arch DeNight @ArchDeNight]

I've tried many things. I've let myself put in the back-up, giving them more space. I've tried to make new memories. The person struggled to even make time for me. So, I let go when asked. Fall into a recycle bin full of my own deleted negative emotions. Deep dive. #Ramblings

[Arch DeNight @ArchDeNight]

After all, when something is broken in two, we need both broken parts and a glue to put it back together. Having only one part covered in glue while the other part is missing will not fix anything. #Ramblings

[Arch DeNight @ArchDeNight]

Been feeling more and more lonely in the past 1-2 years. Been trying to make changes, to adjust. But, when the other person has given up, there's no amount of one-sided changes can make things last longer. #Ramblings

[Arch DeNight @ArchDeNight]

Suddenly crossed my mind: If @iriyamaanna1203 and @yuriaaa_peace have a kid together, she will probably look like @srchafreen ... #Ramblings

[Arch DeNight @ArchDeNight]

Immediately throwing sorry multiple times, saying it's ok or you understand, without acknowledging their feelings make you seem more busy protecting yourself than trying to truly understand what they're saying. Interpersonal comm should be a dialogue, not a monologue. #Rambling

[Arch DeNight @ArchDeNight]

Saying sorry is important. But, when someone honestly tells you about their feelings, about how you hurt them, please also remember to acknowledge those feelings. #Ramblings

[Arch DeNight @ArchDeNight]

Been feeling sad and disappointed over and over again lately. Tweeting it here just to let it out. #ramblings

[Arch DeNight @ArchDeNight]

As for the recent scandal, as much as I ship #Yuunaa, I agree with this tweet. The ships in our head and the real people may share the same names and faces, but we need to still separate the fantasy from reality. Enjoy the fantasy, accept the reality. #AKB48 #Naachan #Ramblings

[marlene 🛸 @curioushitomi]

Someone seriously said "I can't support Naachan/Yuunaa anymore because it's like in anime, when the main couple you cheer for doesn't end up together."

I'm sorry but Naachan and Yuiri are real people and not anime characters. You're not and never have been watching an anime.

[Arch DeNight @ArchDeNight]

Finally published the final chapter of #MorningLight. More than six years since I started writing it on @JPHiP : https://t.co/VQEsVwJ2aT

#AKB48 #YuiParu #Fanfiction #Ramblings

[Arch DeNight @ArchDeNight]

Reading teenage/YA romance made me think, "Dang, obvious hints, it's mutual. How can the main character not see it?" But, looking back, at that age, I missed and misread many signs as well. #Ramblings #Fiction #Reading

[Arch DeNight @ArchDeNight]

It will end soon. Only 3 or 2 more long chapters. Got 1.5 of them done on Google Docs after wondering for so long if I will ever be able to write anything again. What a trip. #AKB48 #YuiParu #FanFiction #MorningLight #Ramblings