Trying to get a surgeon has been a nightmare. I really don't enjoy how hard it is to navigate the system to get a needed surgery. Especially one that does not try to shame you for needing it.
Living with NVLD is so frustrating. No I did not pick up that because you didn't outright say it. Even when feels like I have a grasp on it I end up missing something huge. Communication is so important to me, but also it can be so very exhausting.
It's been a week since he left us, but he will never be forgotten. Now with both my cats gone I don't have a pet for the first time in 19 years the house is a lot more quiet now. I'll miss you both dearly. Larry and Daisy I hope you both knew how much I love you.
I wish I would stop learning about family stuff history wise roughly a year after the person who could tell me more passes away. My family get bigger and smaller at the same time every year.
Seeing my cousins for the first time since the pandemic started was a needed refresher. Just fucking around playing fighting games and talking about music and occasionally singing. Today was needed.