@CounterShift Why am I saying this? Because I don't know who to talk to. I don't know how to share my emotions... so sometimes I paint. And sometimes it hurts.
@CounterShift Then the jokes, and the idea that I take it too seriously some times... I just need to calm down... I just need to let it go... I agree... because it makes it easier... but I don't. I can't avoid looking at what it has become. Beautiful and horrifying. Abominable but natural.
Getting into Blender and Zbrush to me feels just like when I was getting into digital 2d art.
I am excited about the future because learning these tools doesn't feel like work at all... it is fun...