ArunaJagat

regained my inner peace

[ArunaJagat @Arun210903]

Let's just see how long you'll compromizing things that turns out make you feel uneasy.

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Yah bebas orang mau ngejudge gimana 🙂

[ArunaJagat @Arun210903]

良く言われたが。やはり僕には似合わないな…。親切なんてない。普通のことをやっているだけさ。お前こそがこの俺を救ってくれた。お前に感謝するぞガキ。

[ArunaJagat @Arun210903]

Everything seems to be crumbling down. Every era has its own person and every person has its own era. Human changes including me. Could be another "let go arc" things. I am very well prepared for this.

[ArunaJagat @Arun210903]

There's always people who celebrating your rebirth as yourself. And there's always people who hating because of you being yourself.

[ArunaJagat @Arun210903]

Fed up someone ego is so funny 😹😹😹

[ArunaJagat @Arun210903]

Perjalanan ke jepang hanya perlu sekitar 12 jam perjalanan dengan menggunakan pesawat. Fakta bawa 12 jam itu mulur menjadi 1 atau 2 tahun bukan masalah baginya.

[ArunaJagat @Arun210903]

I accepted all the feeling i felt. I accepted what happened to me. I'll go forward with all that i felt. Without hoping.I'll watching you grow. And i'll grow too

But only one question stuck in my head. Was finden wir jenseits dieses Horizontes?

[ArunaJagat @Arun210903]

Setelah bersosialisasi sama saudara2 gw nyadar klo ternyata gw kurang bgt soal ilmu perekonomian

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:")))))))

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Maybe gonna stop loving someone for years. It so draining when you have to chase your dream and career.

[ArunaJagat @Arun210903]

Even when i said im back with my inner peace. Still in the overthink phase. Overthink about myself, did i do something wrong, am i worthy enough of this, am i too much, or sum. This is necessary. be for real, i don't want to back in this phase again.

[ArunaJagat @Arun210903]

August just made me empty. Resetting from zero. Like the life i got just a dream that god sent to me. And then this month you take away all that power, love, money. Oh God i know if you testing me rn. I hope i can survive this one and another.

[ArunaJagat @Arun210903]

Realized that i had my moms heart when it comes to loving someone. That's one of the thing i've learn from dating her. And i will manage to control it so i don't feel so much anxious later.

[tf @isxrzz]

"2026 vai ser o meu ano"

eu em agosto:

[ArunaJagat @Arun210903]

こんな状態で、誰に話しかけたらいいの？

[ArunaJagat @Arun210903]

Bahaya ni gwa masuk survival mode mulu taik

[ArunaJagat @Arun210903]

Makanya gw heran ada yang bisa sibuk sambil bisa bertahan di kondisi mental yang begini. Salut sekaligus takut sih. Takut klo ada di kondisi mental yang serupa. Salut karena berhasil bertahan.

[ArunaJagat @Arun210903]

Jujur buat recover dari mental state kemarin beberapa hal slip out dari genggaman tangan gwa. Kek jujur fokus ke recovery sambil sibuk gini kek bikin cape banget dan badan jadi beralih ke mode hemat energi. Jujur bukan karena fisik lelah, tp lebih ke psikis terganggu.