Isabella Swan-Cullen

My life was more than I could have ever dreamed possible, it was perfect. So what was still lacking? {18+RP} #DarkestDesires

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back home where @TheHalfMortal and @StunningSeer were waiting*

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at the fringes of my mind, the lyrics hautingly familiar and soothing. I hummed softly as I wove deftly through the winding roads, heading>

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the volume on the radio up far louder than necessary, allowing the rythmic guitars and thumping drums, the singers melodic voice tugging>

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allowing the wind to fill the car, the cold air catching and swirling my hair around my face. A smile tugged at my lips as I deftly flipped>

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my mind playing tricks with me, compensating for something intangiable, just out of reach. Shaking my head, I lowered the window further,>

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as it was. No, I didn't care. Something about the heavy, moist air made me feel... nearly alive again. I knew that in reality it was just>

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the shiny clean interior of #Edward's car was getting damp from the ever present wetness that seemingly seeped into my bones, as impossible>

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*The hazy mist seeps in through teh lowered window as I speed down the highway. Yes, having the window down in Forks was pointless. Yes,>

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I KNow I've been MIA.I am still working on having energy and access ya:ll,I am so sorry and will be back here fully by the end of the week.

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@cholericstud @atexancowboy Thank you both. I apologize for my absence, I have been ill but am slowly recovering. I should be back soon.

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the heavy thoughts that seemed to cloud my mind*

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my thoughts, ordering me away, and I complied, heading down the stairs in search of @StunningSeer , hoping to perhaps distract myself from>

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forward, each one cryastline, as though it had happened hours ago as opposed to years. @TheHalfMortal 's tinkling voice cut through >

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stop the smile that spread over my face as the memories of @TheHalfMortal 's life flipped through my mind, images racing by as if on fast>

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could hear her voice, soft as it was, as she spoke to #Jacob on the phone. The happiness was evident in her hushed tones and I could not>

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out of the room that I shared with #Edward, heading down the hall toward @TheHalfMortal 's closed door. Behind the whitewashed wood I >

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of a minute more before removing my fingers from the wood of the window, a small smile gracing my lips. My feet were silent as I slipped>

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never venturing far from its mother, the safety and security that the doe provided , the only thing that it knew. I watched for a fraction>

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small animal was astoundng and its presence had me hypnotized. Its fur was white as snow, non-seeing eyes pink as it stared blankly around>

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stopped me as my fingers were on the window to raise it. A small fawn, weak and wobbly legged, stood beside it's mother as she grazed. The>