@endtheguilt i never got an explanation, everything had been fine for such a long time and then it just happened without a word my direction. part of why i feel so bad because i dont understand why anything happened, i want to be able to make it right because i still care but i just feel lost
@endtheguilt its not that im trying and failing, its that the person doesnt want to be around me anymore and i cant begin to understand why. i wanna try to make things better but i always end up deciding its best to leave them be, it makes me feel terrible but i just dont wanna worsen things.