Thinking about running away but im not sure If i get far away. but its worth a try i think or im gonna let them call the doctor and tryin to release myself from this shit If they won't release me im running for my fathers life
Nah i askes for a razor to shave myself and almost got trough with it and then someone noticed that im clearly not allowed to have an razor by myself and yeah so no blade for me...
Still in this fucking psychward they wouldnt release me and im tired of Nut cutting myself i need this shit so Bad right now.. not even a razor am i allowed and yes i am in the pschwar again... fucking hate this shit
My friend is gone but instead of cutting my dealer is coming and im gonna sleep with him so i will get drugs from him for free so yeah thats enough "sh" for today
Got drunk and now i wanna cut myself so bad but a friend of mine is here and i dont know what to say maybe im just saying that im not in a good condition and that he should leave