I'm not asking for pitty, nor do I really want it, But to all the people out there,
to all the strangers who just might end up reading this, thank you..
Thank you for filling my place, goodbye.
I'll write the rest in the comments but no matter how many times I rewrite this, it's not going to get any better.
My name is Avy. I'm 21, chronically online, and at my wits' end.
I've become an alcoholic druggie who drinks all day to forget all the pain I've caused others.
What's the point of finally feeling guilt when you've already given up?