Nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between “things will get better” and “I can’t handle this anymore.” It’s like your emotions are constantly swinging, leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.
“it’s frustrating that almost my entire life of men they all have to realise how great i am after they’ve showed me how terrible they can be, when i knew how great they were to begin with, so why can’t someone see how great i am to begin with?”