You were the only person for me and I was never enough for you. I worked to be better but everyday you added more and more pain to me. I wish you understood how much you hurt me. I wish you would even try to understand why it hurts. I'll never be enough for you. And I hate that.
Nothing I did was ever good enough. You never stopped talking to him. You never loved me like you loved him. You said we'd be together forever and than forever was a week. I wanted to love you until the day I die, and I still do. You just enjoy all the pain you can inflict on me.
I feel like I should say if you think you're "on my side" by saying genuine racist hateful things to black people in the fandom, then it is my personal belief that you should shoot yourself in the head with a gun.