“you have the right circumstances but not the right fate.” | she/her. | autoimmune. | 🇯🇵 🇷🇺 🇨🇳 🇮🇹 | #skatingsurvivors. | general counsel for The Cabal.
@Kolyattaboi I can’t even be mad, because it’s her house and I respect her decisions, but I just really wish she hadn’t spent a few weeks telling me yes and that she’d been looking at adoptions on my goddamn birthday only to loljk now.
My mother told me today that she decided that, actually, no, I can’t get a dog. Which was awesome. And I’ve been sobbing so much I think I’m going to be sick.
Why would you tell me for weeks that I should look forward to something only to cruelly yank it away...?
I guess she woke up since I was crying so loudly, because she walked out, said something in a vaguely soothing tone, and then fell asleep.
I don’t even know why I continue existing when I may as well be furniture.
@tsubakindy I was mostly there for the livethreads, but as the cultist mentality of certain fan threads and the Russian ladies thread, the forum became unbearable.
@tsubakindy I genuinely just wanted a place to talk skating and enjoy live events with people, but in the year or so I was there, it became... almost frightening, how awful and adamantly opposed to logic the average user became.
@axelovelove I would say giving up mental stability is required to be a Fanyu but we all know I didn’t have any before I hopped on the crazy-making train. 😂