For a moment I managed to have this sentence shaped, but when I tried to move my lips, all of sudden it vanished. I got stuck there with my month slighly open, like a sweating kid who had conducted wrongly, helplessly standing in front of his teacher.
“You really haven't the need to ingratiate yourself with me.” I watched her, uttered in a bitterly painful manner. "I dislike the way you behave, rendering all certainties vague."
"No, I was thinking that, in fact..." I fumbled with any words I could seize, but ended up like a fool. She watched me, in an absent way, or maybe it was my mind that was absent. I could hardly imagine a more frustrating occasion.
We went intemperate last night and slept over, such that we missed a deal that was supposed to be quite profitable. Anyhow, we don't blame ourselves for what had already passed.
Alex‘s been talking vaguely. At first I thought it was merely general evasion, but what he asserted later convinced me otherwise. Alex's been deliberately avoiding the issue on which we exchanged opinions earlier this month. He intentionally uttered this way so I could notice.
Managed to slink off the echolalia. Normally I don't risk myself participating in such perfunctory meetings, but the occasion today is quite formal and the host insisted my presence. Anyways, I usually make sure that such business do not waste more than an hour of my time.
Later we had tea. The secretary feebly uttered a few words regarding a few possible problems that should emerge during the implementation, but received a simple and peremptory reply from the CEO. That's it, the plan's settled.