@clhubes Girl i also live in the DC area. I went to the arlington goodwill the day of my move with a Uhaul bc they ALWAYS have nice couches for cheap. And boom - $90 for this guy
well guys. i finally got the right insurance, made what felt like a hundred phone calls, and scheduled my first therapy appointment for friday :-) time to start healing this untouched trauma that lives rent-free in my head!
my freshman yr of college my roommate smoked weed with me daily, then had a mental break and narked to the police that I had weed (which was illegal) i was arrested. I went home that weekend and she puked in my bed, drawers, & desk and left it there for days. Then dropped out.
my partner and i have been on a huge mission for self care. weve been working out, eating healthy, meditating, getting rest. feels so good to not self-sabotage and to grow from this tough, sad year ive had.
been trying to get out of my comfort zone so I did a zumba class yesterday and shot some basketball hoops. tell me why i fell shooting a basket hoop, and my ankles were so sore from zumba that I twisted my ankle 🤦🏼♀️
i had gotten cut early from work. i was going to go out to eat somewhere, but I had a seriously strong gut feeling to go home. i was suddenly so tired, i went right to sleep way before my bedtime. i guess she couldn’t wait to see me. 🥺
my mother who passed away 2 weeks ago visited me in a dream for the 1st time last night. she held me while i cried. she told me i was safe. i asked if she was mad at me (classic anxious beth), and she said “i wouldn’t be here if i was mad, silly” 😭❤️ i miss you so much, mom.