parasocial isn’t a strong enough word for what I’m feeling rn like that girl fr raised me through every milestone, first loves, heartbreaks, grief, joy, and every emotion under the sun so idrgaf about being corny or cringe cause that’s my big sister getting married today
knowing that the person who lifts me up when i’m down is experiencing one of the greatest joys of her life today is one of the best feelings in the world.
not to be parasocial as fuck but the fact that the person who wrote tortured poets department is having her own fairytale wedding with the love of her life makes my little hopeless romantic heart feel better and full and hopeful