i was 10 fantasizing about killing Myself i never had a chance in life ๐๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐๐๐๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Genuinely why am I so self conscious itโs bad enough to the point I donโt even wanna queue deadlock at times in fear of performing bad WTF HAS HAPPENED TO ME WHO EVEN AM I ANYMORE๐ญ๐ญI gotta make some changes or something fuck