chelsea

my mind is a Pandoras box that no one wants to open. l-/

[chelsea @Barber20696]

@YourNoirAngel But now i find myself drawn to cottonwood. It reminds me of my friend I lost to cancer last year (she was 25) I heard it at the listening party and the opening lyric had me in tears. But it's hard to really say what I love because every song is special for me.

[chelsea @Barber20696]

@YourNoirAngel I found tøp 8 years ago. Right around that time I got diagnosed with a mental illness and not long after admitted for help in hospital. I've struggled since but they have always been there. My fav song is hard to choose it used to be kitchen sink or addict with a pen.

[chelsea @Barber20696]

New project done 8 days later 😁 I painted my bedroom wall tøp through the years. I've loved this band for 8 years now. It got me through my worst and best days. It was the soundtrack to my stays in hospital and every day in-between. Now it's the soundtrack to my success story.

[chelsea @Barber20696]

@twentyonepilots Me not sleeping tonight. Just got the album now I have to wait till 5am

[chelsea @Barber20696]

@OfficialTfGM I'm trying to call to order a new pass as mine was lost but it's saying that your closed ???

[Satisfactory @SatisfactoryAF]

introducing a pretty hefty client-side bug the day before we go on holiday break. this is very on brand for us.

[chelsea @Barber20696]

Still here and it's been about 30 hours now 😭 still no bed and it's looking like another sleep on the floor

[chelsea @Barber20696]

Mental health in the UK... So long story short about 5 or 6 hours ago it was decided that I'd need to have a stay in hospital. I have since been sat in the waiting room with no where to go as there's no beds.

[chelsea @Barber20696]

I've been given a mattress on the floor to sleep on and that's it. I've just had a melt down on a staff member who has been absolutely amazing with me.
This is the state of mental health in the UK. I'm being forced to sleep on a floor until there's a bed for me. #mentalhealthuk

[chelsea @Barber20696]

I want to say thank you to all the people who have pushed me and supported me these past few years. But a massive thank you to all my family who helped me turn this council flat into my own little sanctuary in just 7 days. I love you all to pieces. Only up from here.

[chelsea @Barber20696]

So I know I've been quiet here on twitter and for good reason. My mental health is in an amazing place and I've made a massive change in my life.
On Friday the 2nd I officially moved out of supported accommodation. I now am fully independent and living alone.
#mentalhealth

[chelsea @Barber20696]

I manage my own medication and my own tenancy. For the first couple of months I have support with transitioning to this independent life then its all me. This is finally me recovering from my mental health and finally me getting my life back. 😁

[chelsea @Barber20696]

I treated myself

[chelsea @Barber20696]

had some amazing news this afternoon. I've been offered a flat off the council. I'm finally going to be fully independent no carers or support staff. One more step towards leading my new life without mental health issues. 😁 Im hopefully moved in in the next 2 months

[chelsea @Barber20696]

Thank the lord pc is fixed. Was a simple one thankfully it was the ram and I got a replacement free. 😁❤️

[chelsea @Barber20696]

Nice... I turn my pc on for the first time in months only to for it shut off mid game. Turns out my ram decided it didn't want to work anymore. 😭 Now i have to run off back to scan tomorrow to get a replacement. Having a fabulous day today

[chelsea @Barber20696]

Just watched the lorax and that last quote stuck with me...

"Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. It's not."

[chelsea @Barber20696]

Well I made it to yet another birthday, I'm now 24 years old. Time to get drunk with my family and have a good day.

[chelsea @Barber20696]

I have never bought official merchandise but I saw this jumper today and thought you know what why not. Pre birthday present for me :)

[chelsea @Barber20696]

£50 later and I've got two full bags of food. Got my fav sweet corn Crisps and also thought id try some new stuff so bought the best selling chicken in the shop 😂 now back home and munch time