𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑢𝑠 𝐶𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑟

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

[𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑢𝑠 𝐶𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑟 @BARTSTABS]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

[𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑢𝑠 𝐶𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑟 @BARTSTABS]

fake offended

⠀⠀⠀ “ Why wasn’t i invited ᵎᵎ ”

[𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑢𝑠 𝐶𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑟 @BARTSTABS]

okay Sirius, calm down

[𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑢𝑠 𝐶𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑟 @BARTSTABS]

𝑠𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑠

⠀⠀⠀ “ No unless you count
⠀⠀⠀ staring at people as such ”

he shook his head then shrugged

⠀⠀⠀ “ was actually about to go
⠀⠀⠀ have a cigarette ᵎᵎ but why ﹖ ”

[— ʜᴀʟғ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ @serpentscepter]

.

‘ᴛʜᴀᴛ’s ɴᴏᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ. ʙᴜᴛ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ sᴛᴜᴅʏɪɴɢ!?’

— ʀᴀɪsɪɴɢ ᴀ ʙʀᴏᴡ

[𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑢𝑠 𝐶𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑟 @BARTSTABS]

if he messed up enough maybe the one he wanted didn’t want him anymore he knew he walked he thought it was ‘safer’ and now he knew it wasn’t because he needed him

more then he needed air.

[𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑢𝑠 𝐶𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑟 @BARTSTABS]

Barty for a split second watched him leave but this was different not how he’d watch him when he owned him. then his feet moved before he understood why he walked too the garden and pulled him somewhere — no one could hear them the words

⠀⠀⠀ “ we aren’t doing that ”

[•—Regulus—• @BLXCKSXY]

The tears finally spill, dropping his wand on the floor with a pitiful, embarrassing noise rising from his throat and escaping before he can stop it.

“You chose me?” He whispers in disbelief stepping closer in spite of himself.

“You left .ᐟ” the words barely audible.

[𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑢𝑠 𝐶𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑟 @BARTSTABS]

⠀⠀⠀ fuck
⠀⠀⠀ this up forever because
⠀⠀⠀ i can watch you happy
⠀⠀⠀ with someone else but
⠀⠀⠀ it will kill me if i have too ”

The contradiction to what he said in the kitchen — the truth he’d watch he’d stay single and he’d fall apart because he loved him and

[✧*:･ﾟꜱɪʀɪᴜꜱ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ @iamdeadlysirius]

— #hprp

PADFOOT.
( literate. semi-selective. ships with high chem. )

somehow, years later, sirius cheats death and gets out of the veil. lost and confused, he tries to find his place in a changed world.

[𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑢𝑠 𝐶𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑟 @BARTSTABS]

|| the fact that corpse & me have this whole thing planned out and how Barty and Regulus is gonna end is — adopting children 😭 like gotta go through pain too get here:

[𝔅𝔢𝔩𝔩𝔞𝔱𝔯𝔦𝔵 @DEADLYNXGHTSHDE]

—𝐓𝐎𝐔𝐉𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒 𝐏𝐔𝐑—

‘𝔇𝔦𝔰𝔭𝔲𝔱𝔢 𝔫𝔬𝔱 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔥𝔢𝔯,—𝔰𝔥𝔢 𝔦𝔰 𝔩𝔲𝔫𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔠’

HPRP, era flexible, parody,
dark/triggering themes, mdni

[𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑢𝑠 𝐶𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑟 @BARTSTABS]

rather be hurt then allow someone you love be hurt.

[𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑢𝑠 𝐶𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑟 @BARTSTABS]

stood this close to him.

⠀⠀⠀ “ You were never a mistake ”

he said it, as if the man who stood in front of him was never of forbidden fruit, even though he was for a long time and that’s what he allowed his mind to believe he landed up towards the ceiling in the kitchen,

[𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑢𝑠 𝐶𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑟 @BARTSTABS]

wondering when this pain would ever stop

⠀⠀⠀ “ I choose you ”

he said it not in the way he said goodbye weeks ago in the way you tell someone you love them and if they didn’t choose back you’d stay single you’d live your life as long as the other was happy because you’d

[𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑢𝑠 𝐶𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑟 @BARTSTABS]

love with the man who started in front of him he had never lied to the man standing in front of him about who he was, he knew him and all his deep dark thoughts, and maybe that’s why him being accused of it being a game and being accused of him never loving him was harder when he

[𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑢𝑠 𝐶𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑟 @BARTSTABS]

swayed in his own eyes

⠀⠀⠀ “ I love you Regulus this
⠀⠀⠀ becoming this didn’t mean
⠀⠀⠀ doesn’t mean you don’t
⠀⠀⠀ know me… ”

that was the truth, and that’s probably why it hurt the most because he had never coincided him becoming a death eater with him being in

[𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑢𝑠 𝐶𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑟 @BARTSTABS]

his lover in one this this didn’t matter to him anymore.

⠀⠀⠀ “ Do you want too hear me
⠀⠀⠀ say it was a game ﹖ ”

he paused

⠀⠀⠀ “ because it wasn’t but
⠀⠀⠀ if that’s easier too believe ”

he glanced down towards his shoes shaking his hair that his curls

[𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑢𝑠 𝐶𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑟 @BARTSTABS]

and figure what was truly in front of him his hand absentmindedly went to his own shoulder

⠀⠀⠀ “ it wasn’t a game ”

he didn’t even know if that answer would help because it wasn’t a game. He had fallen in love with him. He had watched him grow. He had been his best friend