@fredsladygodiva I just had this experience with my beautiful gracious niece. I gave her a gift I was embarrassed to give and she was jumping around the place showing EVERYBODY. She was so happy 😭 And it truly made me cry
Relapsing is part of the progress. We relapsed. No biggie— let’s go over what happened.
- I’m hungry but didn’t feel like making food
- I’m procrastinating on walking my dogs
I won’t relapse again today and if I can make it a full week I won’t even count this one.
This is day 3. I’m glad I’m tracking my progress cause without that, man… I’d be lost.
A few temptations but I can run back here and it’s better. It’s much better. What will two years clean look like??
What happened? Well basically one night I felt so deeply like I didn’t matter. Like there was no happiness left to be felt. That was the first time I used to cope w pain. That was 9 years ago. It was the only thing that worked.
40 days clean is the best I’ve done since then.