Bee Bee Bee

Diet Addict, workaholic, BED: partial recovery, and don’t forget I love ya

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

*and except happiness. so but then why am i not happy

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

i have everything i’ve ever wanted

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

*except a normal relationship with food but shouldn’t that come once everything is fixed

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

how am i not fucking happy

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

why can’t i be happy

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

i have a problem i have a problem i have a problem i have a problem

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

i biiinged. 3932 calories today. It’s fine tho cuz i’m not in recovery anymore so i can just binge. Don’t ask me how i plan to not gain weight, ive already gained too much from this relapse. I still plan to lose. Ik it won’t happen if i keep eating like this. i have a problem

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

@angelcakebunnii ye no problem:3

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@wiiiickedwitch I do, thank you! celebrating with a second binge:D

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

2000cal binge i feel so sick:(

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

@angelcakebunnii ok so as long as these numbers are right, it does seem to add up.

6.6g fat ≈ 59.4
28.2g carbs ≈ 112.8
3.4g fiber ≈ 0 - 6.8
4g protein ≈ 16

≈ 188.2 - 195

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

@angelcakebunnii thank you so much, i’ll have a look!

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

i had a celsius the other day it was sooo nasty

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

@luvhunnybee good luck soldier (but seriously don’t do it again)

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

yeah i do teeny tiny little baby 12 hour fasts what r u gonna do about it

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

might actually break my dumb little 13 hour fast with blueberries

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

still might turn into a tmad but as long as i dont BINGE im GOLDEN BABBYYYY

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

planning a junk food omad wish me all the luck

[Bee Bee Bee @BeeBeeBeeLoves]

u see im confident bc i don’t consider protein shakes a meal

[; shal 🩵 @nonangelicangel]

i have this terrible condition called binging without purging