Just Jowen

DO NOT COME TO ME FOR ADVICE I am clinically mentally ill and barely keeping myself alive, do you hear me?? #shedtwt ednos restricting 25f s135/c110/g105/u98

[Just Jowen @BeJowen_]

120 11.4.23. New gf "thinks I'm pretty at any size" and I got spoiled/lazy...

[Just Jowen @BeJowen_]

Selling crochet crafts or foot pics guys? How shall I waste my time trying to make money 🙄

[Just Jowen @BeJowen_]

I.e.: Someone who's just watched me eat a candy bar offers mea second candy bar. I say "No, thanks" because, you know, I just had one. Logical. But they immediately jump to, "yOu'Re ReStRiCtInG AgAiN I kNeW iT"

[Just Jowen @BeJowen_]

Going vegan for non-weight-related ethical reasons while in recovery for an eating disorder? Get ready for suspicion on all sides. Ugh.

[Just Jowen @BeJowen_]

Actually, moral panic aside, I get suspicious looks now when I refuse ANY food, ANYtime, for ANY reason. It's annoying as fuck.

[Just Jowen @BeJowen_]

I don't think it's funny when people relapse after they've stopped cutting for awhile. I will always encourage people to stay sh-free if they're already there. I think everyone should support recovery. But no one should be forced into it.

[Just Jowen @BeJowen_]

Like I can do one recovery or the other. Never both at once 🥲

[Just Jowen @BeJowen_]

I self-harm more when I eat a normal amount. I tend to stop when I'm starving myself. Anybody else on #shedtwt have a pattern like that?

[Just Jowen @BeJowen_]

I just can't seem to post much lately. I feel creepy just scrolling but it is what it is

[Just Jowen @BeJowen_]

Ditch the people who keep you stagnant, right?

I know what I gotta do. It's obviously sabotage. She was jealous when I was losing.

[Halestorm @Halestorm]

Excited to announce our new 2023 Holiday merch is out now! Go shop the collection to get your sweatshirt, scarf and ornament in time for the holidays ❄️

[Bertie Lakeland @bertie_lakeland]

Sometimes it’s just all too much ….. good night everyone good night world 🩷🩷

[Just Jowen @BeJowen_]

Actively restricting this week. Number on the scale is going down, but no visible difference in my body. Sigh. #edtwt

[Just Jowen @BeJowen_]

110 11.13.23

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[Just Jowen @BeJowen_]

Ditch the people who keep you stagnant, right?

I know what I gotta do. It's obviously sabotage. She was jealous when I was losing.

[Just Jowen @BeJowen_]

So yeah. Not losing like I could be, due to not restricting like I should be. Pretty at any size 🙄 She full of it lol but I bought it because I wanted to

[Just Jowen @BeJowen_]

11.04.23 Lazy outfit check