i hate being alone because i like the warmth of someone else but if i have someone and they abandon me then i’m back to being alone and suffering so idk
me: my feelings are hurt
🧠: but you shouldn't feel that way, because [rational reasons and logic]
me: i know
🧠: well if you KNOW, why do you still feel that way
me: ...because that's not how feelings work
thinking long and deeply about that post about kris with "pressure of being the man of the house but also being seen as ur dads little girl" and im like fuck. damn. fuck
I hate to tell y'all but "low support needs" autistic people also have meltdowns where we scream, cry, and hit ourselves, it's just that many of us learn overtime to suppress that stuff, or we, if we're lucky, learn coping mechanisms to prevent or soothe a meltdown.
there should be a two year period after high school where it is socially expected that kids not work or go to school or do anything but take road trips, read books, meet new people, and take lots of pictures
it makes me laugh when ppl ask if i get turned on writing smut like no bro i’m sat with my head in my hands desperately trying to think of another word for thrusts