Benjy

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Here's the several hour process of making a Ben's leather crafts tote bag summed up in 2 minutes!

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Huge learning curve

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Got to pace myself

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1 setback really making me doubt myself

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Lack of time or lack of proper usage of time

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Only took me 26 days of working everyday to fall sick

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So tired

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Feeling overwhelmed when I've handed worst.

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Hiding from the world

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So fucking suay

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Emotions emotions emotions

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Functioning at 30% capacity today

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I'm really trying to be positive and keeping my emotions in check. Doesn't help that I just want to take a break from this sport, but it's my job, and every reminder hurts. Can't let my emotions get in the way of future achievements but fuck it hurts.

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Decompress

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Why do I put myself through this

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Nothing excites me anymore

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Pushing through

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So close. Throw game.

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Does it all matter?

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Is this all to life?

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The kind of tired where your brain doesn't work and your body malfunctions