ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ

𝙹𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝙰𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝙶𝚎𝚎𝚔 𝙸𝚗 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙲𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚍

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

I'm not chasing anything anymore.
If it finds me, we'll talk.

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

Funny how silence starts feeling like home after enough disappointments.

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

Deep Talk Gone Wrong #funnygaming #streamermoments #gamingfails #Twitch #twitchclips

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

Even if things goes back to how it was…

…It will never be the same again.

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

Kalau boleh semua tempat kau nak angkut.
Boleh ke kau kasi pernuh perhatian kepada semua?

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

I’m not begging to belong
I got scars that made me strong
Still the silence from familiar names
Feels colder than being alone

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

"And while you're sleeping I'll try to make you proud
So, daddy, won't you just close your eyes?
Don't be afraid, it's my turn
To chase the monsters away"

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

"But I'm not your son, you're not my father
We're just two grown men saying goodbye
No need to forgive, no need to forget
I know your mistakes and you know mine"

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

"Sleep a lifetime
Yes, and breathe a last word
You can feel my hand on your own
I will be the last one
So I'll leave a light on
Let there be no darkness, in your heart"

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

Do appreciate ur parents while they're still around because once they're gone, u would wish that u could turn back the time just to spend the moments.

Moments that u may have neglected.

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

Last event.
Not gonna do it anymore.
What's the point when some people don't really bother much.

Asking for an acknowledgment or a simple react to an announcement post is like begging for a coin.

So fuck that, I'm done.

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

Hope goes down the drain…
Just when i thought it'd be a less lonelier night.

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

Tsk tsk tsk…
How convenient…

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

@Yass_Anti Get well soon brother

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

As days goes by…
I'm slowly retreating, further and further away…

Fading slowly as existence no longer matter.

At the end of time…
We'll die alone anyways…

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

This upcoming event will be the last one.
To get people to even acknowledge is such a fucking chore.
So fuck that...

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

A thought that keeps replaying in my head when my distractions settles down:-

If I die, will someone notice?
I live alone in this house…

I imagined my death as one of those to only be discovered when the stench gets too strong…
Seeping through the closed door.

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

Selamat Hari Raya or Eid Mubarak to my Muslim brothers and Sisters!

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

Maitreya (or Matriye) is the prophesied future Buddha in Buddhist tradition, currently a bodhisattva residing in the Tushita Heaven.

Hmmm...
Been seeing the word "Matriye".

Intention of using that word was to shortcut, Selamat Hari Raya i suppose.

[ஜ۩۞ 🇸🇬 ɮɨɢɢʊʏռɖ 🇸🇬 ۞۩ஜ @BIGguy_ND]

Isolate Myself Isolate Myself Isolate Myself Isolate Myself Isolate Myself Isolate Myself Isolate Myself Isolate Myself Isolate Myself Isolate Myself Isolate Myself Isolate Myself Isolate Myself Isolate Myself Isolate Myself Isolate Myself Isolate Myself Isolate Myself