Everytime I look at a baby pic of mine i can't help but think:"How could this cute child end up fat, depressed, with BED(,which she cant fight against, cause she is too stupid and lazy to lock in). She would've been beautiful." #edtwt#shtwt#shedtwt#mentalhealth#NPD
I hope u all know that i am actually fat, not even joking or overdoing it. I am medically, like definetly too much weight on my body, fat. I also have BED, not so fun funfact. I swear, BED ruined me.
Life has been feeling like a dream. I think I am dreaming fr. How can this all be real.What do you mean I will have future and i lived my past or smth? Think about it, it's so wierd,no?Idk i think i am going crazy or smth.
#mentalhealth#suicidetwt#shtwt#edtwt#kms#goingcrazy
Gonna go sleep now. SOOOO excited go wake up again. To live this fucking miserable life. Omg i am meant to be someone special, not this ugly, fat, depressed little whore girl i am now.#mentalhealth#suicidetwt#edtwt#kms
Omg i dont want no fucking pain. I just wanna diee. Omg maybe shift before dying so i can life far away from this fuxked up life :))).!!! But fr tho, givd a gun, give me smth quick, fuck
#mentalhealth#suicidetwt
I am so gonna kill myself soon. Nothing keeping me from doing it atp. So happy to do it. Just have to think how. ^^ If my country allowed guns i would soooo blow my brains out immediatly. ^3^ #Mentalhealth#suicidetwt
I also ate smth. Dont think its a binge. lets say a dessert i did NOT WANT. Banana, some kind of dairy, idk anymore, not milk,smth like cream and a mug cake(mushed together).Tasted like shit tbh. It was the mugcake, it tasted like shit. #edtwt#MentalHealth#BED#Binge