hey guys I just wanted to let you know that this post is 100% serious and you should never show your emotions ever and be nonchalant like ayanokoji all the time
I used to think that but it's actually real. Kabi Nagata used to hire lesbian escorts to have sex with her. She quickly realized that it wasn't sex she wanted, and she started hiring them to hug her naked. She described wanting to be overpowered by an older motherly figure
She had a cold relationship with her mother, who was ashamed of her and incessantly criticized her. She was also molested by a stranger in an alleyway when she was 11, and developed a whole host of compulsive disorders:
- Binge eating (eating dry ramen noodles until her mouth was bloody)
- Anorexia
- Cutting, burning (she described how this relieved pain by making it easy to understand)
- Pulling out her hair until she developed a bald spot
- Extreme alcoholism (she developed pancreatitis twice).
This was the book that made me realize that homosexuality really is nurture. You go back into gay people's biographies and quickly realize that they all have similar stories.
When a sensitive, autistic child experiences trauma, shame, rejection, etc it's like the body becomes haunted. Your sexuality changes and you develop irrational habits.
do you remember people only criticized that yunyun game's localization for removing anime references and not also because of the annoying zoomer lingo? Do you know how soy that comes off