keeping secrets

20 years old. Im crazy. BPD. 13 months in hospital should've saved me. looking for a reason to keep going.

[☾ @disintegrxting]

Depression is something I'll never part with.

Depression will always be in my life no matter how good things are going.

It truly sucks.

[Broken Failure @_barelyliving_]

Curling up into a ball and dying sounds perfect rn

[[ crumbling ] @cutting_secrets]

I don't know how thrilled I am about being alive anymore

[☾ @disintegrxting]

I'm too fat to accept my body for what it is right now.

This isn't how I want to look.

So I will not "love my body".

I need to be thin.

[☾ @disintegrxting]

Mission lets lose lots of weight and get to my goal weight: activated.

[keeping secrets @Blah_12]

@CiaranDeFaoite aw I'm sorry to hear that ☹️

[keeping secrets @Blah_12]

@CiaranDeFaoite 😱😱 what??