ItsBPDbitch

𝐿𝒶𝓊𝓇𝑒𝓃 - 𝒢𝑒𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒾 ♊️ ✨ 𝐵𝒫𝒟 & 𝒪𝒞𝒟 ✨ | 𝑀𝓎 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓂𝑜𝓉𝑒 𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉𝒶𝓁 𝐻𝑒𝒶𝓁𝓉𝒽

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

STOP PAINTING PEOPLE WITH BPD TO BE MONSTERS. WE ARE NOT FUCKING MONSTERS

We deserve love, kindness & most of all support. So can we please please stop demonising them. Those people with BPD can be loving, caring, warm & generous. They are fighters & deserve love & happiness

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

One of the things I hate about BPD is how bad something can instantly change my mood

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

I don’t understand how there are people out there that live happy, healthy lives with positive and meaningful relationships??? How???

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

BPD culture is when getting better really just means you've learned how to internalise breakdowns/not drag other people into them. When getting better means you've learned how to act better but you're still fucked up inside. When getting better means you've isolated your feelings

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

Having BPD means that to you, it’s a minor inconvenience, to me, it’s the trigger to a series of debilitating mood swings followed by a paralyzingly emptiness

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

The worst thing about having BPD is that when it gets bad you can’t even remember how it felt to feel good

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

@ByFleurine I agree with you! 1000000%!

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

BPD is so fucking lonely. It’s not that I want more people to share my experiences, of course not, but my support is limited to really only those who also have it. People without BPD, as well-meaning as they may be, could never understand fully what it’s like inside my head

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

@flunkabitch ❤️❤️❤️

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

@bpdedtwt 🥰 and I am for you!

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

@bpdedtwt

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

how I climb into bed at night knowing I’ll have another horrific trauma nightmare

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

@flyingawxy Proud of you 💕

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

My thought process 24/7

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

It’s hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; but it’s harder to give up when you know its everything you want

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

The strong urge I have to fight off every day, to slip into a depressed state, give up on everything and everyone, and keep running until I'm dead, is fucking real

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

I’m scared to admit that I have wasted so much time

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

This is the part of being Borderline I hate the most — Not knowing who the fuck I am. It’s feeling like I’ve died, and I’m so desperately trying to grab myself again. I remember my face and my smile then having that gut wrenching sinking feeling, that I’ve lost it all.

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

@itsjustjotho I used to do this too!!! ❤️

[ItsBPDbitch @bp_dbitch]

Does anyone else sit on the floor when they’re stressed? Or is it just me?