STOP PAINTING PEOPLE WITH BPD TO BE MONSTERS. WE ARE NOT FUCKING MONSTERS
We deserve love, kindness & most of all support. So can we please please stop demonising them. Those people with BPD can be loving, caring, warm & generous. They are fighters & deserve love & happiness
BPD culture is when getting better really just means you've learned how to internalise breakdowns/not drag other people into them. When getting better means you've learned how to act better but you're still fucked up inside. When getting better means you've isolated your feelings
Having BPD means that to you, itβs a minor inconvenience, to me, itβs the trigger to a series of debilitating mood swings followed by a paralyzingly emptiness
BPD is so fucking lonely. Itβs not that I want more people to share my experiences, of course not, but my support is limited to really only those who also have it. People without BPD, as well-meaning as they may be, could never understand fully what itβs like inside my head
The strong urge I have to fight off every day, to slip into a depressed state, give up on everything and everyone, and keep running until I'm dead, is fucking real
This is the part of being Borderline I hate the most β Not knowing who the fuck I am. Itβs feeling like Iβve died, and Iβm so desperately trying to grab myself again. I remember my face and my smile then having that gut wrenching sinking feeling, that Iβve lost it all.